remember me,

blasphemousbalooga:

what i used to be, what i still should be.

An enjoyable person to be with, someone who will bring you vigor and excitement.

I will not bore, for i am interesting.

I’m no pretty face, just have a personality that’s all.

And it outshines any other trait, i believe. 

I will take you to your fullest potential, to the best of your days.

i can show you a good time ;) in all ways possible. 

that’s how it used to be. i need to search for me. 

“You Dont have to respect me. Just fuck me.”

Omg my friends are horny. Lol

Anyone want to have a late night phone call? Im not feeling very well..

Idk. Even a texting bud. Meh :/

Anyone live near carson? I really need to kill sometime at someones house :D or we could chill somewhere

Please <3 lol hopefully i get some none creep replies to this :D

I take half an hour on the toilet not because im taking a Shit but because im on my phone texting, updating fb, tumblr. Lol

(guess where i am now?)

Relevant because i hear my friends in the other room going:

“wheres Anthony?” lol

releaserestraint:

Why do I have a dick and a brain if I only have enough blood to use one at time

Hungry + Horny.

Im oh so irritable right now -.-

Suree. HAHA. I'll cook if I have to, which would be never. :D

If someone showed up at my doorstep with some mcdonalds I’d be the happiest fcking camper ever ;/

SOOOOO HUNGRY :(

**cough cough future boyfriend?

I don’t think I’ve been this vulnerable in a long time.

All the heartache from this weekend is sort of refreshing.

Is that weird to say?

I haven’t had such strong feelings for someone in so long I was starting to forget what it meant or felt like to really want someone.

I feeling human again a little less disconnected.

I was looking through my drafts and I found this post I wrote over a guy I liked a couple months ago. I’m reading this post over like “wtf was I thinking -.-?” that guy showed no interest in me and I still fell pretty hard for him. 

Rage 12/23/2011

Was pretty much the craziest rage night I’ve had soo far… Since I don’t remember half of it and I apparently made out with some people. Not exactly something I’m proud of but I can’t deny that I had a good time. :/

Especially the mission we busted just to find a cellphone -.-

BUT HERE I GO.

I was designated driver that night. As I’m driving down santa monica blvd my friend tells me that I deserve to get fcked up since I’m always DD and I’m the youngest out of the group so I never get a wristband (I’m not 21).

So we pull over as he drives and I start downing grey goose with the other chick in my car. By the time we get to rage I’m pretty wobbly. But we decide that’s not enough -.- SO we get someone else’s id and I’m 21 for the night as I use it to get a wristband.

All three of us decide to get completely wasted and get separated. Its around 1 a.m and the club is closing soon and I desperately start looking for my friends.. while I was off dancing with a bunch of asian guys (BTW I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO GET TO KNOW THE GUY I WAS DANCING WITH ON A SOBER LEVEL. OMG HE WAS PRETTY CUTE), my friend goes back to my car to hook up with a guy, and the chick gets thrown out of the club because she was throwing up…

But I didn’t know that as I’m running around at 3 in morning and everyone is leaving. Luckily someone I know finds me and drives me back to my car… Where I find my other friend that I arrived with hooking up with a guy in my backseat -.-

After that we decide to look for the girl in our group. We eventually call her with a strangers phone off the street and find out she’s in Azusa Ca and we’re in west hollywood (google maps that ya’ll).

So we drive over to her and we’re all safe :)

My phone was dead and my friend’s phone is LOST. Using the “find my friends” app we find out its in in castaic lake and we’re all the way in azusa..

WE DECIDE FCK IT! with the app it gives us the exact location the phone is so we decide to bust into the house the phone was at and demand we get it back.. and that’s exactly what we did.

All in all this night was amazing and bonds I built that night are so strong.

And sure this app is total stalker status but its the reason why we found my friend’s phone ♥